Are you missing those days? Sometimes I do
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Then were 'Mungerilal ke hasin sapane' and 'karamchand' .'Vikram Betal', etc.
How did one survive growing up in the 70's, 80's and 90's?
We had no seatbelts, no airbags and sitting in the back of a truck was a treat…
Our baby prams had the most gorgeous lead based colours…
No such thing as tamper proof bottle tops…
Opening kitchen cupboards was a breeze… as safety locks were unheard off…
Cycling was like a breath of fresh air…
No safety helmets, knee pads or elbow pads, with plenty of cardboards between spokes to make it sound like a motorbike…
When thirsty we only drank tap water, bottled water was still a mystery…
We kept busy collecting bits & pieces so we could build all sort of things … and we were fearless on our bikes even when the brakes failed going downhill…
We were showing off how tough we are, by how high we could climb trees & then jumping down….It was great fun….
We could stay out to play for hours, as long as we got back before dark, in time for dinner…
We walked to school, or sometimes we even rode our bike.
We had no mobile phones, but we always managed to find each other…. How? No one knows…
We lost teeth, broke arms & legs, we got cuts and bruises and bloody noses…. nobody complained as we had so much fun, it wasn't anybody's fault, only ours
We ate everything in sight, cakes, bread, chocolate, ice-cream, sweet sugary drinks, yet, we stayed skinny by fooling around.
And if one of us was lucky to find a 1 litre coca cola bottle we all had a swag from it & guess what? Nobody picked up any germs...
We did not have Play Stations, MP3, Nintendo's, I-Pods, Video games, 99 Cable TV channels, DVD's, Home Cinema, Mobile phones, Home Computers, Laptops, Chat-rooms, Internet, etc ... BUT, we had REAL FRIENDS!!!!
We called on friends to come out to play, never rang the doorbell, just went around the back…
We loved being let loose in the big bad world…without bodyguards…
We played with sticks and stones, played cowboys and Indians, doctors and nurses, hide and seek, soccer games, over and over again…
When we failed our exams we were given a second chance by simply repeating the same grade…without visiting psychiatrists, psychologists or counselors…
Such were the days…
We had freedom, success, disappointments and responsibilities. ..
Most of all, we learned to respect others…
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Think.............
1. Do not worry about those who have come thru boats... Our forces can easily defeat them.
WORRY about those who have come thru votes.... Those are our REAL ENEMIES….
2. What a shame and disgrace to every citizen of India that the elite NSG Force was transported into ordinary BEST buses, whereas our cricketers are transported into state of the art luxury buses, these Jawans lay down their lives to protect every Indian and these cricketers get paid even if they lose a match, we worship these cricketers and forget the martyrdom of these brave Jawans.
The Jawans should be paid the salaries of the cricketers and the cricketers should be paid the salaries of the Jawans.
3.Our NSG, BSF, ARMY, do not have a dedicated AIRCRAFT to perform rapid operations, while every tom dick n harry Minister is travelling through his Personalized Helicopter....!!!
4. Our Navy has total 25 Heavy artillery loaded ships, while a country named Korea which is smaller than Chattisgarh has 250 Heavy artillery loaded ships for the security of there coasts.
5. An ace shooter shoots and gets gold medal, govt gives 1cr, another shooterdieswhile shooting terrorist, govt gives 5 lakh.
WHO DESERVES MORE Our Commando's or Cricketers?
Huh.. This is our India....
Please be a patriot and forward this to everyone u know.
Let Mumbai come to its PACE once again with the spirit of MUMBAIKAR, but we people will never forget to send a mail daily to all the assosciates of ours. we wil not let this end here....!!!!!! we will keep the fire of revenge inside and will show at regular intervals....Plz dont feel shy to forward this mail......
JAI HIND!!!!!!
WORRY about those who have come thru votes.... Those are our REAL ENEMIES….
2. What a shame and disgrace to every citizen of India that the elite NSG Force was transported into ordinary BEST buses, whereas our cricketers are transported into state of the art luxury buses, these Jawans lay down their lives to protect every Indian and these cricketers get paid even if they lose a match, we worship these cricketers and forget the martyrdom of these brave Jawans.
The Jawans should be paid the salaries of the cricketers and the cricketers should be paid the salaries of the Jawans.
3.Our NSG, BSF, ARMY, do not have a dedicated AIRCRAFT to perform rapid operations, while every tom dick n harry Minister is travelling through his Personalized Helicopter....!!!
4. Our Navy has total 25 Heavy artillery loaded ships, while a country named Korea which is smaller than Chattisgarh has 250 Heavy artillery loaded ships for the security of there coasts.
5. An ace shooter shoots and gets gold medal, govt gives 1cr, another shooterdieswhile shooting terrorist, govt gives 5 lakh.
WHO DESERVES MORE Our Commando's or Cricketers?
Huh.. This is our India....
Please be a patriot and forward this to everyone u know.
Let Mumbai come to its PACE once again with the spirit of MUMBAIKAR, but we people will never forget to send a mail daily to all the assosciates of ours. we wil not let this end here....!!!!!! we will keep the fire of revenge inside and will show at regular intervals....Plz dont feel shy to forward this mail......
JAI HIND!!!!!!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Sinking in the family life
Scribblings of a working-mom-trying-balance-life-work-baby-life
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Having had a religious upbringing, I was brought up with hearing vedantic discourses.
Hearing it again and again, about how people get engulfed in the daily life and forget god and the meaning of life...
All this was funny to me, for at that time, I wasnt a family woman.
I was a kid who had everything taken care of...
Free to do anything..
Now, married and with a child.. I am living the verse - Totally engulfed in the sea of life.
Each day has become a replay of a previous day with just slight differences.
Nothing bad.
I have a wonderful family life. But running this has taken over me.
There is no time to sit and relax.
Yesterday I read an post about Naresh, who mocked back at fate, which had driven him to a wheelchair.
I was in tears, and wanted to and meditate.
I was so moved that, my mind was questioning the reason why god created humans and gave them suffering.
I wanted to go some place and sit and contemplate on life and give my mind some time to gather the scattered thoughts.
I reached home, and nothing of this happened.
I ended up cooking and cleaning.
The next day has come. And my mind still is confused.
So again I am here thinking, WHY?
Why wasnt I able to spare some time to sit doing nothing?
What is life?What is fair?Why are things the way it is?
I dont not want anything even remotely hurtful to happen to my son.
We are all Gods children, arent we?
Then why is he making us suffer.
Each person, however rich and endowed, has suffered in some aspect.
All the pain and sufferings in the world.. Why is it there?
I am sitting here and writing this, and at the same moment, there is some one struggling just to be alive.
It doesnt seem fair or right.
"Life is not fair. Sometimes things happen which we dont like"
A dialogue which I remember.
I think, this is a question every one gets.
May be people turn atheist unable to get an answer to this question.
May be this is why we had Gurus, answering your questions.
Sitting here in the Western end of the planet, everything seems very unnatural.
So many things are taken for granted out here. Things which more than half of the planet's people can only dream about.
Hmmmm
To sum it up, I am truly lost in the sea of life.
Those days, when we do nothing, but sit and stare at the star studded sky,
take a walk in the beach not feeling guilty for having wasted precious time, where I could have cooked something.
The only time my mind rests is when I am driving and am not talking to anyone on the bluetooth.
:-)
P.S...
This was a post which I forgot to post and posting it a couple of months later.
Once again, sinking in the family life
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Having had a religious upbringing, I was brought up with hearing vedantic discourses.
Hearing it again and again, about how people get engulfed in the daily life and forget god and the meaning of life...
All this was funny to me, for at that time, I wasnt a family woman.
I was a kid who had everything taken care of...
Free to do anything..
Now, married and with a child.. I am living the verse - Totally engulfed in the sea of life.
Each day has become a replay of a previous day with just slight differences.
Nothing bad.
I have a wonderful family life. But running this has taken over me.
There is no time to sit and relax.
Yesterday I read an post about Naresh, who mocked back at fate, which had driven him to a wheelchair.
I was in tears, and wanted to and meditate.
I was so moved that, my mind was questioning the reason why god created humans and gave them suffering.
I wanted to go some place and sit and contemplate on life and give my mind some time to gather the scattered thoughts.
I reached home, and nothing of this happened.
I ended up cooking and cleaning.
The next day has come. And my mind still is confused.
So again I am here thinking, WHY?
Why wasnt I able to spare some time to sit doing nothing?
What is life?What is fair?Why are things the way it is?
I dont not want anything even remotely hurtful to happen to my son.
We are all Gods children, arent we?
Then why is he making us suffer.
Each person, however rich and endowed, has suffered in some aspect.
All the pain and sufferings in the world.. Why is it there?
I am sitting here and writing this, and at the same moment, there is some one struggling just to be alive.
It doesnt seem fair or right.
"Life is not fair. Sometimes things happen which we dont like"
A dialogue which I remember.
I think, this is a question every one gets.
May be people turn atheist unable to get an answer to this question.
May be this is why we had Gurus, answering your questions.
Sitting here in the Western end of the planet, everything seems very unnatural.
So many things are taken for granted out here. Things which more than half of the planet's people can only dream about.
Hmmmm
To sum it up, I am truly lost in the sea of life.
Those days, when we do nothing, but sit and stare at the star studded sky,
take a walk in the beach not feeling guilty for having wasted precious time, where I could have cooked something.
The only time my mind rests is when I am driving and am not talking to anyone on the bluetooth.
:-)
P.S...
This was a post which I forgot to post and posting it a couple of months later.
Once again, sinking in the family life
Friday, July 11, 2008
A guide to making a Hollywood disaster flick
After having losing count of the disaster flicks and the mini cable movie series, as if there isnt enough of the Hollywood movies,
I am more than tempted to write my own disaster flick.
For starters, you need a disaster.
(My cooking which most of the time is a disaster by itself, doesnt yet qualify for a mega disaster.
We are all alive :-))
Aliens,earthquakes,meteorites,gigantic abberations,insects,animals are all out. These are ancient disasters.We need something new.
How about the magma in the center of earth stopping the rotation?Already done.Do not miss the wonderful movie The Core.
Even bare minimum knowledge of high school Physics is enough for you to appreciate this spoof of HiTech movies.
(I am writing up a commentary about this movie and will post it soon.)
How about unexplainable alien life forms, mutated creatures,alien-human combos, humanoids, machines?Done in too many movies.
Looks like the latest trend is the climatic changes that holds key..
So,
How about tectonic plates reversing...Am just seeing this usa network flick called 10.5 and its sequel 10.5 The Apocalypse. Well, to be truthful, this flick just flipped me and I lost it. How do you stop faults, create another..this is just too much.
So we are out of that one too....What more disasters can you predict?
Are we running out of disasters of global proportions?Nope..we just need more imagination.
So heres a few.....
How about the moon crashing onto earth?
Or, The sun dwarfing?
Or, Earth running out of oxygen?
Or, Big Sink - dats opposite of Big Bang?
I think I will choose one of the above.
If you have any interesting disasters, please let me know.
So now that I have a disaster, whats next?
HiTech gizmos, unbelievable gadgets, unlikely heroes, unconventional methods, untried rescue operations, sad background score, an attitude ridden male lead(s), a skinny-dont-care-about-dressing-up-yet-looking-top lady lead, some history and friction between the heroes, a scorned hero, and a last minute unpredictable(is it) goof-up in the machinery, and finally the HERO-number-UNO who sacrifices his life to save mankind.
Well if he doesnt, since technically he is also a part of mankind, he would have also perished.
So in a Die-or-Die situation, our HERO-number-UNO dies and becomes a DOUBLE HERO.
And other survivors are chosen in a lottery.
As always the core of the story line, Any disaster should first strike, the United States.
At least one thing thats a benefit is , we have scores of people re researching the geography and the history to excavate untread disasters, that there is a chance that something useful might come out.
P.S.
A guide to making a Tamil disaster movie.
Just do a remake of any hollywood disaster movie.
Half the people will not understand and rest would have already seen the original.
And you have a tamil disaster movie.
I am more than tempted to write my own disaster flick.
For starters, you need a disaster.
(My cooking which most of the time is a disaster by itself, doesnt yet qualify for a mega disaster.
We are all alive :-))
Aliens,earthquakes,meteorites,gigantic abberations,insects,animals are all out. These are ancient disasters.We need something new.
How about the magma in the center of earth stopping the rotation?Already done.Do not miss the wonderful movie The Core.
Even bare minimum knowledge of high school Physics is enough for you to appreciate this spoof of HiTech movies.
(I am writing up a commentary about this movie and will post it soon.)
How about unexplainable alien life forms, mutated creatures,alien-human combos, humanoids, machines?Done in too many movies.
Looks like the latest trend is the climatic changes that holds key..
So,
How about tectonic plates reversing...Am just seeing this usa network flick called 10.5 and its sequel 10.5 The Apocalypse. Well, to be truthful, this flick just flipped me and I lost it. How do you stop faults, create another..this is just too much.
So we are out of that one too....What more disasters can you predict?
Are we running out of disasters of global proportions?Nope..we just need more imagination.
So heres a few.....
How about the moon crashing onto earth?
Or, The sun dwarfing?
Or, Earth running out of oxygen?
Or, Big Sink - dats opposite of Big Bang?
I think I will choose one of the above.
If you have any interesting disasters, please let me know.
So now that I have a disaster, whats next?
HiTech gizmos, unbelievable gadgets, unlikely heroes, unconventional methods, untried rescue operations, sad background score, an attitude ridden male lead(s), a skinny-dont-care-about-dressing-up-yet-looking-top lady lead, some history and friction between the heroes, a scorned hero, and a last minute unpredictable(is it) goof-up in the machinery, and finally the HERO-number-UNO who sacrifices his life to save mankind.
Well if he doesnt, since technically he is also a part of mankind, he would have also perished.
So in a Die-or-Die situation, our HERO-number-UNO dies and becomes a DOUBLE HERO.
And other survivors are chosen in a lottery.
As always the core of the story line, Any disaster should first strike, the United States.
At least one thing thats a benefit is , we have scores of people re researching the geography and the history to excavate untread disasters, that there is a chance that something useful might come out.
P.S.
A guide to making a Tamil disaster movie.
Just do a remake of any hollywood disaster movie.
Half the people will not understand and rest would have already seen the original.
And you have a tamil disaster movie.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Never say Just an ear infection.
So many things happened after the last post.
My ear infection, didn't respond to the antibiotics and took epic proportions.
What started out small on Wednesday morning, soon strengthened into category 10 outbreak by Saturday.
My doctor wasn't available on Wednesday - day 1 and I went to another in network doctor, who gave me antibiotics & ear drops.
But things didn't improve by Thursday.
So this time I visited my doc. She doubled the antibiotics strength and gave me vicodin for pain.
I hadn't taken the vicodin prescribed for post delivery pain. I managed through the soreness and stitches with ibuprofen. But now, vicodin every 6 hr wasn't enough for me.
The pain killer wore of in 4 hrs and the pain started killing me.
Like a drug addict I was begging for Sakthi to give me the next dose.
Then came Friday, nothing improved.Only I spent almost the entire day in sleep or I should say trying to sleep hoping that some magic will happen.
It didn't.
Came Saturday when things took a turn to the worst.
I started the day with a huge vomit and by afternoon became a pro.
I went to OConnor's ER after having vomited the last pieces of my intestines, or at least I thought that I had.
Luckily for us, Sakthi's colleague and his wife had come and we handed over Nikhil to them when we headed to the hospital.
If you are a big fan of efficient American hospitals and are used to the glorified Hollywood ER's - patients being rushed to the ER being attended to immediately, doctors running around, stretchers aplenty......... Wake up.
Here is the harsh truth.
The ER was deserted. And Sakthi had to stand in the queue to register. I just went and flopped in the nearest chair.
After 15 mintues of waiting and me shouting Sakthi to get me in, a nurse came called out my name.
My name never sounded better.
By thursday morning, my ear gave way to a little colorless stream, which soon started changing colors each day.Friday it was yellowish.Saturday it was pinkish white.
And the pain was killing me.
Coming back to the nurse, the stupid system ....
Some sort of a pre questionnaire which Sakthi was well qualified to answer for me. But She forced me to and there I was sitting in the wheelchair using all my strength to keep me from flopping. So you can imagine the sort of answers I would have given.
After this rather stupid and useless episodes, I lost the last ounce of my energy and was 1% away from fainting.. I begged Sakthi to get me a stretcher and guess what, THEY DID NOT HAVE STRETCHERS IN THE ER...What sort of ER doesnt have stretchers?
When you are in pain the system sucks.
And after another 15 min of waiting,which seemed like eternity to me, I was wheeled into the ER ward.And got a bed.
When I finally saw a doctor, it was as if I was seeing God.
Then I walked him through the story of my ear infection, which by now, I could replay it even in my sleep.
Then he gave me morphine for pain.
WOW.. It was a heavenly feeling.
After almost 4 days of pain, it felt so good.
The narcotic had me floating.
Everything after that seemed vague and dreamy
No wonder people start liking morphine.
A CAT scan later, the ER doc alerted my doc and she dropped by.And said hello.
Really, and I think I smiled back.
Then after a series of conversations, the infections seemed to have spread beyod the ear, So I went for another series of CAT scans, this time with some die injected.
The technician said I had cooperated nicely.All I did was sleep through it.:-)
By now, the ENT on call,Dr Nyugen, got so worried about the severity of the infection and talked about transferring me to Stanford which is better equipped to handle my situation.
This was a big scare and by now, Nikhil started missing us and became inconsolable.
So Sakthi left me to head home and the doctors were conferring amongst themselves.
After 2 hrs, it was decided and I had to go to Stanford.
If I were to be shifted in an ambulance, I had to wait for one.
So Sakthi said he will drive.
Start a family trip to the Stanford hospital.
God bless the GPS.
Went to the Stanford ER, finished the formalities.Here the staff were better and allowed Sakthi to answer all the questions.
May be, on looking at me, all stoned from the morphine, slumping in the wheelchair, IV in hand, they must have understood that nothing even remotely sensible will come out of my mouth.
Since the good doctor in the OConnor ER had already talked to the ENT in Stanford, I had a bed waiting and was admitted immediately.
The ENT here, was Dr.Murray, and he assured me that I would be well taken care of, and I was more concerned about the next dose of my pain killer.
I was dizzy and fainting and sore from pain.
The doc said that we had to sure that the liquid oozing out was not brain fluid.
This was even more scary and hence sample was sent to culture.
It was past 10pm, and I asked Sakthi, Appa and Nikhil to head back home.
So I spent the first night all alone.
The next day dawned and nothing majorly happened, than that I was allowed to eat.
The 3 wise men visited me from home and the little man drank my cup of cranberry juice.
Monday came and I wasn't given any antibiotics. Turned out that the infection was viral and not bacterial. No wonder the drugs didn't work.
Pain was still there and I was gobbling down vicodin.
Dr.Murray said I was out of danger and that I was fit to go home.
So late night that day I was discharged, with instructions to continue treatment as OP in his clinic.
Pain killers in hand I headed home.
The next day, the family headed to Dr.Murray's office.
Pain still safe and sound, I was still dizzy.
Did I mention that, by Saturday I lost hearing in my right ear?
The doc examined my ear and wanted to drill a hole in the ear and insert a small tube to help drain the fluid, which was still flowing relentlessly.
The numbing medicine was applied. But the infection prevented it from doing its work.
So imagine the pain as he pierced my ear drum.
My delivery was better.(Of course I had epidural.:-))
The expletives that came out of my mouth.
Hmm. I didn't know I could use such colorful words.
Poor doc, got a shock of his life.
I was crying there like a kid and to the western world who is used to mature non emotional adults, a mummy crying in the OP chair must have seemed so out of the world.
Hmm wat to do.
But at least this worked. The pain started coming down.
But the dizziness bouts continued.
And I was tired to the bones.
But the doc had already warned me of a slow recovery.
So here am I, the fourth week after the start of my ear infection, still recovering from it.
Haven't yet regained my health and earing in full.
At least, as of today, I am no longer fainting.
After this episode, I am treating my ear with respect.
No more cutips.
Dear Ear,
Just because you don't warrant so much of maintenance, doesn't mean that I don't love you.
My ear infection, didn't respond to the antibiotics and took epic proportions.
What started out small on Wednesday morning, soon strengthened into category 10 outbreak by Saturday.
My doctor wasn't available on Wednesday - day 1 and I went to another in network doctor, who gave me antibiotics & ear drops.
But things didn't improve by Thursday.
So this time I visited my doc. She doubled the antibiotics strength and gave me vicodin for pain.
I hadn't taken the vicodin prescribed for post delivery pain. I managed through the soreness and stitches with ibuprofen. But now, vicodin every 6 hr wasn't enough for me.
The pain killer wore of in 4 hrs and the pain started killing me.
Like a drug addict I was begging for Sakthi to give me the next dose.
Then came Friday, nothing improved.Only I spent almost the entire day in sleep or I should say trying to sleep hoping that some magic will happen.
It didn't.
Came Saturday when things took a turn to the worst.
I started the day with a huge vomit and by afternoon became a pro.
I went to OConnor's ER after having vomited the last pieces of my intestines, or at least I thought that I had.
Luckily for us, Sakthi's colleague and his wife had come and we handed over Nikhil to them when we headed to the hospital.
If you are a big fan of efficient American hospitals and are used to the glorified Hollywood ER's - patients being rushed to the ER being attended to immediately, doctors running around, stretchers aplenty......... Wake up.
Here is the harsh truth.
The ER was deserted. And Sakthi had to stand in the queue to register. I just went and flopped in the nearest chair.
After 15 mintues of waiting and me shouting Sakthi to get me in, a nurse came called out my name.
My name never sounded better.
By thursday morning, my ear gave way to a little colorless stream, which soon started changing colors each day.Friday it was yellowish.Saturday it was pinkish white.
And the pain was killing me.
Coming back to the nurse, the stupid system ....
Some sort of a pre questionnaire which Sakthi was well qualified to answer for me. But She forced me to and there I was sitting in the wheelchair using all my strength to keep me from flopping. So you can imagine the sort of answers I would have given.
After this rather stupid and useless episodes, I lost the last ounce of my energy and was 1% away from fainting.. I begged Sakthi to get me a stretcher and guess what, THEY DID NOT HAVE STRETCHERS IN THE ER...What sort of ER doesnt have stretchers?
When you are in pain the system sucks.
And after another 15 min of waiting,which seemed like eternity to me, I was wheeled into the ER ward.And got a bed.
When I finally saw a doctor, it was as if I was seeing God.
Then I walked him through the story of my ear infection, which by now, I could replay it even in my sleep.
Then he gave me morphine for pain.
WOW.. It was a heavenly feeling.
After almost 4 days of pain, it felt so good.
The narcotic had me floating.
Everything after that seemed vague and dreamy
No wonder people start liking morphine.
A CAT scan later, the ER doc alerted my doc and she dropped by.And said hello.
Really, and I think I smiled back.
Then after a series of conversations, the infections seemed to have spread beyod the ear, So I went for another series of CAT scans, this time with some die injected.
The technician said I had cooperated nicely.All I did was sleep through it.:-)
By now, the ENT on call,Dr Nyugen, got so worried about the severity of the infection and talked about transferring me to Stanford which is better equipped to handle my situation.
This was a big scare and by now, Nikhil started missing us and became inconsolable.
So Sakthi left me to head home and the doctors were conferring amongst themselves.
After 2 hrs, it was decided and I had to go to Stanford.
If I were to be shifted in an ambulance, I had to wait for one.
So Sakthi said he will drive.
Start a family trip to the Stanford hospital.
God bless the GPS.
Went to the Stanford ER, finished the formalities.Here the staff were better and allowed Sakthi to answer all the questions.
May be, on looking at me, all stoned from the morphine, slumping in the wheelchair, IV in hand, they must have understood that nothing even remotely sensible will come out of my mouth.
Since the good doctor in the OConnor ER had already talked to the ENT in Stanford, I had a bed waiting and was admitted immediately.
The ENT here, was Dr.Murray, and he assured me that I would be well taken care of, and I was more concerned about the next dose of my pain killer.
I was dizzy and fainting and sore from pain.
The doc said that we had to sure that the liquid oozing out was not brain fluid.
This was even more scary and hence sample was sent to culture.
It was past 10pm, and I asked Sakthi, Appa and Nikhil to head back home.
So I spent the first night all alone.
The next day dawned and nothing majorly happened, than that I was allowed to eat.
The 3 wise men visited me from home and the little man drank my cup of cranberry juice.
Monday came and I wasn't given any antibiotics. Turned out that the infection was viral and not bacterial. No wonder the drugs didn't work.
Pain was still there and I was gobbling down vicodin.
Dr.Murray said I was out of danger and that I was fit to go home.
So late night that day I was discharged, with instructions to continue treatment as OP in his clinic.
Pain killers in hand I headed home.
The next day, the family headed to Dr.Murray's office.
Pain still safe and sound, I was still dizzy.
Did I mention that, by Saturday I lost hearing in my right ear?
The doc examined my ear and wanted to drill a hole in the ear and insert a small tube to help drain the fluid, which was still flowing relentlessly.
The numbing medicine was applied. But the infection prevented it from doing its work.
So imagine the pain as he pierced my ear drum.
My delivery was better.(Of course I had epidural.:-))
The expletives that came out of my mouth.
Hmm. I didn't know I could use such colorful words.
Poor doc, got a shock of his life.
I was crying there like a kid and to the western world who is used to mature non emotional adults, a mummy crying in the OP chair must have seemed so out of the world.
Hmm wat to do.
But at least this worked. The pain started coming down.
But the dizziness bouts continued.
And I was tired to the bones.
But the doc had already warned me of a slow recovery.
So here am I, the fourth week after the start of my ear infection, still recovering from it.
Haven't yet regained my health and earing in full.
At least, as of today, I am no longer fainting.
After this episode, I am treating my ear with respect.
No more cutips.
Dear Ear,
Just because you don't warrant so much of maintenance, doesn't mean that I don't love you.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
The first post
There hasnt been a day, I havent wondered about something.
Why is it, the way it is?
Why I am the way, I am?
The need to reflect, relive, and recover.
Reread the lost pages from my life.
Search for the meaning for my life.
I remember a little girl, who was inquisitive and questioned every thing.
I remember a little girl, who was afraid to ask for things.
I remember a little girl, who was happy and contended.
I remember a little girl, who didnt understand why people chose against her.
I remember a little girl, who cried sad tears when she was left alone.
I remember too many little girls.
Too many girls all combined into me, as I am now.
Why I am, the way I am?
Deep inside me, there is a voice that wants an answer for everything.
I created this blog, hoping to find some water to quench my thirsty soul.
Why is it, the way it is?
Why I am the way, I am?
The need to reflect, relive, and recover.
Reread the lost pages from my life.
Search for the meaning for my life.
I remember a little girl, who was inquisitive and questioned every thing.
I remember a little girl, who was afraid to ask for things.
I remember a little girl, who was happy and contended.
I remember a little girl, who didnt understand why people chose against her.
I remember a little girl, who cried sad tears when she was left alone.
I remember too many little girls.
Too many girls all combined into me, as I am now.
Why I am, the way I am?
Deep inside me, there is a voice that wants an answer for everything.
I created this blog, hoping to find some water to quench my thirsty soul.
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